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Name: Kim
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 11/17/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: well...i have many interests and im sure you wanna kno them.. but i dont feel like telling you but if u ask nicely i'll tell you why i love IRELAND soooo much!!!...
Expertise: trying to make people feel better bout themselve... even if i feel crappyy!!!
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Member Since: 10/8/2004

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

i can't breathe... where are you when i need you the most? Are you even listening? ...i can breathe... help me... whats wrong with me?... tell me how to fix this... tell me how to make this good... please... just answer your phone.... Dammit J WHERE ARE YOU?!?... please i need to talk to you.


Thursday, October 27, 2005

Where Will I Be?

Where will I be when you need me?
Where will I be…Tell me where will I be?
When you are alone on the dark street at night
When you are awake full of anguish and fright
When a loved one has gone to a land far away
When you need a soft touch and to hear, “It’s Okay.”
Where will I be…tell me where will I be?

When stars look like planets when you gaze at the sky
And your dreams are so sad they bring tears to your eyes
Everything is so white, and the trees stand so tall
That you need someone to hold you close by
And to dwell on those thoughts, you might cry
Where will I be when you need me
Where will I be…tell me where will I be?

When problems arise and you need to talk
When all you need is a friend and a leisurely walk
When worries enter your mind and won’t part
When you really need me
I’ll be in your heart
There I will be when you need me
There I will be
That’s where I will be

I’ll be there to comfort when your heart is weak
I’ll be there when troubles and sorrows you meet
When inward pain tears at your heart you can know
I’ll live in your heart and strengthen your soul
There I will be when you need me
There I will be
That’s where I will be.


Monday, May 16, 2005

Why does the color of my coffee match your eyes
Why do I see you when a stranger passes by
I swear I hear you in the whisper of the wind
I feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skin
When it's raining
You won't find me complainin' cause

When I think about rain
I think about singing
When I think about singing
It's a heavenly tune
When I think about heaven then
I think about angels
When I think about angels
I think about you

he taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kiss
I like the way that they
Both linger on my lips
Kisses remind me of a field of butterflies
Must be the way the heart is fluttering inside
Beautiful distraction
You make every thought a chain reaction



Saturday, April 23, 2005

This was a song a husband wrote for his wife in a story i read. She is dying.

“My love is like a red red rose

That’s newly sprung in June

My love is like the melody

That’s sweetly played in tune

So fair you are, my love,

So deep in love am I

And I will love you still, my dear

Till all the seas run dry

Till all the seas run dry, my dear,

And the rocks melt in the sun

Oh I will love you still, my dear

While the sands of life will run

It’s not goodbye, my only love,

Just ‘See you in a while’

We’ll never be too far apart

So please try to smile.

Smile for all the times we’ve had

And the times yet to come

For as long as there is love, my sweet,

This journey isn’t done.

Forever’s what we have, my dear,

And forever doesn’t end

Remember that in time, my dear,

A broken heart will mend.

So wipe away your tears, my love,

Don’t cry for you and me

Heaven won’t part us for long, darling,

So let your soul be free.”

This a letter she is writing to her 4 year old daughter. the husband is going to give it to her when she is older.

Dear Aimee,
I’m sorry I haven’t been there for you when you needed me. I wish I had been, and I, I hope you forgive me for that much, because I do love you, baby girl. Although you’re not a baby girl anymore. I want to tell you so many, so many things, but since I can’t be there to tell you them to your face, I’m going to have to trust that your dad will give this to you. First of all… you’re old enough to have realized that, that life isn’t always fair, that the good guy doesn’t always win, that, that sometimes things happen and you just can’t change it…No matter how hard you try. When that happens, remember you’ve got a family who loves you, who’d be willing to go to the ends of the Earth for you. As long as you’ve got family, you’ve got all you need. Tout tu as besoin de est l’amour, et le monde veut bien te venir. ( Translation:All you need is love, and the world will come to you."
Love is funny thing though. It can bring you out of the deepest despair, but it can also put you there. There’s going to be plenty of times when someone’s going to break your heart, but even though it feels like it’s never going to heal, trust me, it does. It will. And if anyone ever tries to tell you that, that if someone breaks your heart, they don’t love you, and you shouldn’t love them… don’t believe them. Sans la souffrance, il n’y a pas de la beauté. (Translation:Without suffering, there is no beauty.) The only problem is telling the difference between when it’s time to go, and when you should stay. Sometimes there is none. Follow your heart, but listen to your mind. Do that much, and you’ll find your path. For anything in this life.



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